baby girl? InsyaAllah...

hari ni mama, abah, darwisy and danish macam biasa bersarapan di luar. cuma kali ni tak makan di restoran mamak, tapi di restoran melayu di sekitar bangi. tiap2 minggu makan roti canai je bosan gak :-)

lepas je sarapan, kami meneruskan perjalan ke kajang. bukan tujuan berjalan-jalan tapi nak pegi klinik pakar wanita untuk scan baby :-)

kali ni jugak, mama dan abah dah plan utk buat 4D scanning. saje nak cuba tengok macam mana agaknya baby dalam perut mama tu dengan lebih jelas.

setelah masuk ke bilik doktor, scanning pon bermula lah... macam biasa la doktor mencari2 hujung pangkal baby kat dalam perut tu... kemudian... jeng jeng jeng... doktor pon tiba2 bersuara... "girl"... abah dan mama speechless buat seketika... tapi bibir mengukir senyuman yang lebar macam ni :-)))))))))))))))

Alhamdulillah, segala usaha kini telah menjadi kenyataan... walau bagaimanapun... kuasa di tangan Allah... jadi kami action macam biasa walaupon dalam hati dah melompat-lompat...

macam yang pernah abah dan mama cakap sebelum2 ni, tak kisah la boy atau girl... asalkan selamat dilahirkan dan sihat wal-afiat... dan kalau benar lah apa yang abah dan mama nampak masa scan tadi baby girl... syukur alhamdulillah :-)))

Ayah

My very-very first portrait of my Ayah (Father)

Drag Me Under

its a song lyric actually, yeah. if any of you heard, the band was called Saturnine.

quite weird, why suddenly the song title came across in my mind. hmmm...

anyway, below is the lyric. not sure whether its correct, thou.

you've dug a mind field around your heart
the danger hidden from start
you've made a lonyliness an art
the color has gone bad
and it makes you look so sad, inside

you've said im useless and i lie
and every weekend i just died
to make ammends i wonder why
you wont believe single word
you'll believe what you've heard, instead

if you knew what i've known
it would tear into your bones
you would rather be alone
dont ever make me choose
for we were meant to lose, the truth

drag me under...

you've dug a mind field around your heart
the danger hidden from start
you've made a lonyliness an art
the color has gone bad
and it makes you look so sad, inside

you've said im useless and i lie
and every weekend i just died
to make ammends i wonder why
you wont believe single word
you'll believe what you've heard, instead

if you knew what i've known
it would tear into your bones
you would rather be alone
dont ever make me choose
for we were meant to lose, the truth

drag me under...you've dug a mind field around your heart
the danger hidden from start
you've made a lonyliness an art
the color has gone bad
and it makes you look so sad, inside

you've said im useless and i lie
and every weekend i just died
to make ammends i wonder why
you wont believe single word
you'll believe what you've heard, instead

if you knew what i've known
it would tear into your bones
you would rather be alone
dont ever make me choose
for we were meant to lose, the truth

drag me under...

aku ada terfikir

aku ada terfikir untuk mewujudkan nama domain yang baru bersesuaian untuk family aku. ada jugak kawan2 yang bertanya kenapa darwisy.wordpress.com? kenapa tak bobo.wordpress.com?

well, darwisy.wordpress.com diwujudkan sejak tahun 2006 lagi. di mana pada tahun itu, anak pertama aku dilahirkan dan diberi nama Darwisy. oleh kerana terlalu exited nak ber"blogging", aku wujudkan domain ni sempena nama dia. in fact, aku pernah register satu personal domain darwisy.com pada masa tu. tapi cuma dapat bertahan 1 tahun je. masa tu, aku tak terpikir pulak pada masa akan datang nanti akan ada anak yang lain :-)

kenapa aku nak tukar? kat dalam blog ni ada macam2 cerita atau kategori. Abah, Danish, Darwisy, Family, Mama & MISC. jadi, agak janggal pulak nama domain tu darwisy.wordpress.com. kalau ikutkan nama, sepatutnya blog ni khas untuk cerita2 darwisy saje.

bila nak tukar tu tak dapat nak tetapkan lagi. bukan senang nak cari nama yang sesuai kot. so, InsyaAllah aku akan wujudkan domain yang baru dan akan transfer semua information ke sana.

ada idea? hehehe

Pejam celik pejam celik

itulah lumrah dan hakikatnya... pejam celik pejam celik; umur dah meningkat, anak dah nak masuk 3, darwisy dah masuk 5 tahun, danish dah masuk 3 tahun, dah 5 tahun blog ni wujud, dan macam2 perkara yang telah berlaku. macam lirik butterfingers, "time stop ticking, but everything faster", apa tajuknya aku pon dah lupa hahaha :-D

sebenarnya aku draft post ni tengah hari tadi, but now, i'm out of ideas... so thats it :-)